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from earlier today:
gosh. i've had the shittiest day.
this morning i was getting ready to go and i started looking for my keys and i couldn't find them. my mom had taken my car last night + she left them in her purse so i had to take my sister's truck. but i had to take all of her cigarettes + shit out and rearrange everything. and i didn't have my parking tag or my jackets 'cause they were both in my car. but i made it to school on time.
the homecoming football game is tonight, which means pep rally during school. i had my mom write me a note so i could leave + i had trouble leaving because the woman in the office who ok'd it didn't give me the right form that let me leave campus. plus, it took them like two hours to even get ahold of my mom.
i found jose during lunch + asked him if he wanted to go to fitgerald's with me tonight for skafest. he said ok.
then my sister's fucking dumb truck wouldn't start because it apparently thought i was stealing it. so it took me like 10 minutes to start it.
i just got home + called my dad to ask if i could go to fitzgerald's and he said no because i'm not familiar with houston and the crime rate is bad or some dumb shit. ughhh. i'm so frustrated. i'm going to call him back in awhile and try to convince him to let me go. that really pisses me off. i wanna got a show. bad.
from right now
ska fest turned out to be fun. we got there early + waited in line for a long time + it pissed me off but i got over it. i learned how to dance + i danced a lot. i'm really sore. i fell down once but like 16 people helped me up. i felt dumb but i got over that too. two guys in dover drive were there. and a guy in driver friendly was wearing a dover drive shirt. and... it was fun. jose didn't really dance + that made me sad but we're going to homecoming tomorrow + he said he'd dance then. so it might be ok. yes.
this might seem lame but i really feel like i'm growing up. i'm doing a lot of things i never thought i would do + letting less hold me back. iano, it was a big step for me to actually drive to the show + dance + whatnot. i think i might be almost ready for college.
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