Dishonest.Faith (wizardwolf) wrote, @ 2005-01-24 00:45:00

restless thoughts.
I need to write this since i have no one to turn to. I have to write this because there is a no one to listen to my heart.

It happens everytime i fell like things will be alright, when i think i'm happy... then it begins to build in my heart and into my soul. Then my tears begin to fall.

I'm alone... it hurts even just seeing it, saying it in my head. but it's the truth. I am alone. All the ranting and the strong words, i fell like i betry them. I am so weak.

The childhood is just a memories fadding into dream and further into obivion. All those people i bearly remember are gone.

And now, the first real love is fadding away. The memories today all seem like a happy dreams to me now and soon i know they'll be gone. Some are already hard to see now. I was happy when i was with her.

Now i'll never talk with her again, it hurts too much. I don't think i'll ever stop loving her.

I want to love again, i want to have someone here with me.

but like i said, there is no one.

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