|Current mood:|| relaxed|
time passes right by...the blurring lines of loss.
haha fun night. didnt get to see the gotti [gotty?]...yeah i have no idea how the hell that spelling goes...but yeah whatever, didn't get to see them kids, unfortunatly, BUT- did get to see this flippin' gorgeous pizza guy. definitely stared at him the whole time we were there.
kemps & counter. - good game. me and kat rock at it. haha.. ill just have to remember it down the line.
ht gets off monday. thats kind of uncool. but they dont get off the monday after halloween. so thats kind of cool for us. speaking of halloween..i have no idea what im doing for it...
--so, in other news..--
my parents thing is coming up soon, their surprise anniversary party...
im pretty sure that they have no idea whats up.. which is an extremely good thing. theres been numerous points where they couldve gotten suspicious...but yeah...thankfully nothing of that sort has happened. its coming down to crunch time.
--in other, other news..--
...im going crazy. may not be a revelation to some. hah. just joked myself. no but i really am. its gotten out of control. i freaking need a boyfriend badly.
i cant seem to understand
while these days fade
i turn away
scared and defenseless
finally i can keep myself awake
in this tragic hell
this is a life
built on broken promises
we live our lives
with the painting of regret..