 | Massive Armored Fighting Mecha Wing Gundam Zero Z2 ( wingzeroz2) wrote,
@ 2008-07-24 16:28:00 |
| Current mood: |  discontent |
| Current music: | audioCrucnh - The Stars That Talk |
Incoming
So. I can feel anohter "funk" coming on. I can feel myself slipping in that direction, see signs that I'm gonna be somewhat confused and a tad miserable in the near future.
And I have no idea how to stave it off or stop it.
It probably doesn't help that bills kill my checks just about every week. Well, at least the last several. That pisses me off, really - and I am searching for more gainful empoyment.
Haven't been eating much lately, though we REALLY need to go grocery shopping. The pantry is running out and the stuff in the freezer requires more effort than is feasible most days.
And, there are other things that seem to be getting to me moreso than usual, which is what set me off to the fact that I am slidding toward "funk" territory. I tend to be more emotional than most people, I think. It has its advantages, and it has its drawbacks. I aslo tend to overthink, overworry and generally fret about things that I really shouldn't - and the mind-numbingness of my job doesn't help, as I can be ringing a four cart load fo groceries and my brain will be going over this stuff. And most of the time, in the past, these things would get resolved in some way and I'd be in the clear.
But this latest thing...I don't think it's going to be resolved. Or at least, not any time soon. And the resolution will probably not be helpful.
So. Suffice to say, there is more on my mind thatn there should be, and I am trying to straighten things out, but it's tough as hell.
Wish me luck, ya? 'm gonna need it.
~Zero, out (of money, but plenty of time).
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