 | Massive Armored Fighting Mecha Wing Gundam Zero Z2 ( wingzeroz2) wrote,
@ 2007-07-26 15:24:00 |
| Current mood: |  aggravated |
| Current music: | The Ataris - Connections Are More Dangerous Than Lies |
Off...
Dunno why, but I've been feeling off lately. It was there before Otakon, but the excitement of actually being at the con after a hiatus kind of shoved it into the background. But now it's kind of back. Well, I can push it back, to a point, but it builds and surges back for a time.
It's like...I'm waiting for something to happen. Or something's coming...just...dunno what. It's kind of like nervous anticipation. Only not the pleasant kind. Closer to dread, but not as strong toward the negative sense. Just... I dunno. *sigh* It's bugging the hell out of me. I don't know WHY I'm feeling like this...almost a tangible feeling in my chest sometimes. I just want whatever's coming to get the fsck here and get it over with so I don't have to deal with this anymore. Testing the limits of even my patience.
And missing my girlfriend doesn't help. But that I can deal with. Well, better than this...whatever it is. -_-
Better to deal with loneliness of the heart than this...hanging dread. Or whatnot. Gotta fight on, though. Keep pushing on. Run until I have to crawl. And when I can't do that...well, I hope there's someone there to carry me.
Or maybe there's someone I should be carrying? I dunno. I had a point, but I went and rambled. Well, let's see how this goes...
Ja ne, minna-san!
~Zero, out (of food. Grocery time! >.< )
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