|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||Atreyu-Right Side Of The Bed|
There's No Beauty In Bleeding Mascara
It's been a while since I updated this thing. Alot of things have been going on with my life as of late. First me and Catherine are going out, and it's been great. We get along perfectly. On Friday we're going to Six Flags so that'll be great. My band Minus 13 is getting off to a slow start. We have one song written called "Insomnia". I kinda wished the music was heavier but whatever. We were supposed to have a show at Leo's October 17 but we have to cancell it because we don't have enough shit or anything to do the show. Tomorrow I got to work from 12-6 6hrs but still it kinda sucks cuz I have to work during an important visit to the store. It's kinda getting to my nerves because this is where the Mangers and important people get to see how I work. But hey what are you gunna do right? Lately I've been feeling kinda weird. Like sometiimes I feel depressed as all hell and sometimes I feel happy as hell. I hate the way I feel all the time. I sometimes wake up and feel dissapointed cuz I woke up...alive. But oh well shit happens you take what you're given and just go from their. But I don't really let people see the way I am. They all think I'm happy but ha to that. Fuck happiness. I feel nothing inside so why worry. I hope people just stop worring about me too. But anyways....... November 9th I'm going to see Lamb of God with Fear Factory, Throwdown, and Children of Bodom. It's gunna kick ass. SWEET! I'm also gunna be going to see Marilyn Manson again. That makes me happy. I wanna go see Devildriver again but hey what u gunna do. Well I guess I'm gunna go. Bye And Wish Me A Bitter Farewell.