| Current mood: |  frustrated |
| Current music: | I'm likin' the peace -n- quiet right now. |
Let's play a game...
Here is a nice new game everyone can start playing. This is how it goes: Everyone can stop thinking they know exactly how I'm feeling, and know exactly what I'm thinking all the time, just because they read this, or just because they talk to me online. This is a fucking journal for gosh sakes. You let go. You talk about what's happening in your life, and how it affects you. I'm sorry that it pisses people off sometimes, but I can't control how I'm feeling. And I'm also not very good at getting my feelings and thoughts into words. It's hard, and I'm working on it. That is why I started this. Hold it against me if you must. That's your problem. I don't want to cause trouble, if I did, I'd put this in my profile so everyone and their mom could read it. But I don't. You've gotta understand me on this one.
Wheww done ranting. See, it feels good when you get that out. Shoot me. I really wanna go to Jackie's house today. I'm so bored, and Jackie and Britt always make things super fun. I'm talking to Carley about how Stacie always starts stuff. I hate it when people do that. Bring up stuff that doesn't matter one bit and get people mad about it. So my advice to people like that:
Carley has gone to read Harry Potter. I thought her or Jackie wrote the comment in Pam's journal. But it wasn't either or them. Woah, that means more than the 3 of us think that. Urgh, I wish I could tell Pam how I'm feeling but remember I'm not good at telling people how I feel
Staind
"So Far Away"
This is my life
It's not what it was before
All these feelings I've shared
And these dreams
That I'd never lived before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping
Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was all in vain
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed
To be the person I am today
These are my words
That I've never said before
I think I'm doing okay
And this smile
That I've never shown before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping
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