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Just Checking...
Hey there!
It's been a long time since I wrote anything in my blog... So I thought I'd sign in to see if it was still functioning. I finally checked my e-mail the other day... I don't know for sure but I'm almost positive that I'm not the only person that get bored with their computers at some point or another. I'm definitely one of those people. I like to hand write also, but I haven't done any of that in a while either. But all of a sudden I'm thinking I should be writing in a journal or something. I'm so bored with everything though. Still wading through depression, but at least I'm still wading.... I'm seeing different people these days... I finally figured out that my medical Dr. isn't really getting it, after watching an episode of BalanceTV in which they were saying that depression isn't always easy for general practitioners to diagnose and or treat properly, so getting a second opinion isn't a bad idea. So that's what I did.
My Dr. dislikes me anyway... I spent my last birthday in the hospital with pneumonia with a touch of pleurisy which wasn't pleasent to say the least. But hey, I was told to go home when I went to the emergency department a week earlier because I wasn't sick enough yet to give me anything... go figure. I didn't go back until 8 days later when they admitted me. A week after that I was back at emerge with chest pains, and he basically balled me out for smoking because He saw my cigarette pack in my purse whilst I was searching for my previous prescription. When I nicely asked what he suggested for quitting smoking, he snapped and me and told me nothing.... that it was all in my head. Well..... I was stunned to hear that. So I've decided to tell him I quit smoking. If he doesn't respect me enough to treat me with decency after the fact that I've always been candid and admitted to all substance use, then I'll just lie to the jerk. Trust me, I've had other issues with my Dr. before... like calling me bonehead, and asking if I've ever done anything imoral for drugs???? twice over the years I've had him as a Dr.... Guess he can't figure out how I would be able to afford them.
Oh yeah, and the time he stated that my ears were the best part on me after completeing a physical.
Now I know most people might think that I'm being a little sensitive to his sense of humor, but it doesn't feel like that... not after being berated for smoking... I'm a dirty smoker.
Yeah... when I was a little girl, all I ever wanted, was to become a slave to depression, addictions, and poverty.
Sarcasam doesn't come across very well when typing the message... but you get the drift I'm sure. Anyway.....
I'm all of a sudden lost for something to go off about so I guess I'll sign off for now. I hope all is well with everyone out there in cyber world. Glad to see I still have my blog.
Until another time, Linda
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