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| Current music: | takeoffs and landings - the ataris |
i'm a failure by design
yesterday was interesting, i guess. i talked to jacob again and he's quit smoking for good. i'm so proud of him for that. that was my biggest turnoff with him, and now it's no more. i know i shouldn't be so easy on him after him not calling me, but i'm weak like that. he didn't go to the game last night which disappointed me a little, since he said he probably would. oh well. so i went to that tailgating thing before the game .. it was pretty fun, lots of people went so i talked to a bunch of them. then i went to the game. aaa spencer made me mad again and i realized i still have some feelings for him, not a lot, but some, to be honest. i didn't really want to talk to him, but when i went to get a drink, there he was, with my friends he doesn't know, wanting to know where i was. so we talked (more like argued haha) a lot then, and throughout the night. he said the dance was gonna suck for me (probably because he wasn't gonna be there and he thinks he's the only guy in my life or something) and i was gonna get kicked out for dancing too close to some other guy?! we play this game where we're mean to each other, yet we're still friends and flirtaeous. weird. so yea, i saw a lot of my other friends at the game such as tammy, jennifer, andrew, brittany, elise, cute bio boy, kevin, and others. OH! kyle came back from college so i was really excited to see him, we talked for awhile. boy from my bio class was holding hands with me at one point at the game ... yet he was looking kinda chummy with another girl at the dance. i think he uses his cuteness to his advantage. lol. so i went to the dance afterwards, making some girls mad i was going to go eat with (oops!) , and it was pretty fun. i danced a lot and i got real hot and tired and sweaty real quick. i left before it ended i was so tired. im going to see vanity fair today with my mom and sister and hanging out with kathleen tonight. cool. i'm thinking about starting a new blurty because no one reads this one, but we'll see. i'm gonna go now since i'm talking to mary. later.
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