|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||the sound of my crying|
i just thought of something that really brought me down. my "friend" called me not last nite, but the nite before, and was just a fuking asshole. i nvr showed/told n e one i cut other then kayla, jen, and zack. my mom and sister know.. but yea. ok my "friend" who called me name is allison. and she was like "omg brie. im so sick of your crap. why dont you go and cut.. its what your damn good at!" i had no idea she .. knew.. about me cutting. i never told her, or showed her. after she said that i hung up. but i have no idea why she'd say that. she knows that kind of crap brings me down and hurts me. and its not like she doesn't understand n e thing i'm going thru. she 100% does. she used to b like this.. and i helped her out of it. now what does she do when i need her? she makes it worse. so much worse.