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i really like the onion. funny stuff.
so when a relationship goes sour because one party likes the other to a greater degree, and things only seem to work as friends, why does going back to being friends have to be so hard? its so weird looking at things after a breakup. i can't get past the idea that soon things will just fix themselves and we'll get together. nor can i get past the knowledge that this is never going to work.
i still feel so high school when it comes to relationships. everyone is the most important things in hte world and love is going to last orever. then it doesn't, and life goes on. somewhere on the line, i must have skipped relationship school. i can be such a spaz.
i'm supposed to go out for coffee with an ex-girlfriend (whom I was actually engaged to at one point - secretly). everyone i know hate this girl, except me (and, well, the friends of her's that i know). my most recent ex hated this ex because of things that were said after our first breakup.