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self improvement - part two
i guess self improvement is the main reason is tarted writing this journal. it'll help me sort out my various thoughts and hopefully deal with a few issues.
i used to make a living writing, then about five and half years ago, there was the incident, and i couldn't stand to look at anything i wrote. i still don't here. sometimes i remember to spell check, but i haven't started re-reading it yet. but then, it's only been a few days.
while i doubt there is anyone actually reading this, if you do, please forgive the tangents. i had a drama instructor once who actually said something relevan: leave the tangents in; they're the most interesting part.
anyway, i'm writing this, and i'm leaving it open for those who want to read. i don't think anyone can learn anything from this (excpet maybe me).
plus, i think reading this will be wholly depressing. i don't know why, but everything i write now is so dripping in angst. pretty ridiculous.
i think i'm going to go into work this afternoon to show off my puppy again. i actually have to go to work tomorrow.but not too much more for the rest of the year, which is nice.
i wonder if my ex will ever actually call me. i also wonderif i want her to. i'm half and half right now.
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