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| Current music: | jessica simpson on the ama's...someone give my a gun!!! |
another one bites the dust...
well, i've come to the realization that if you put your mind to it you can fuck up any friendship you want. i fucked ryan friday night while sally was asleep on the couch. i didn't want to but he just kept pushing it. i was telling him over and over again that sally, his girlfriend, was right there and trying to remind him of how much they love eachotherbut apparently he didn't care all that much. what the hell am i supposed to do when someoni i care about so much is right there wanting me, begging for me, and my former best friend is sleeping 5 feet away??? i know it was unbelievably horrible what i did...especially since she woke up in the middlle of it and saw it happening. now i think i may have lost both ryan AND sally. im afraid to call sally and ryan wont answer my phone calls. i don't know what to do. im a piece of shit.
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