I feel stupid and immature
I've tried to cultivate this persona of childishness and immaturity for years now. It worked so well that I even think that my angers and frustrations are pointlessly angsty. Ah well.. at least it worked, that much can be said. The last post still stands, though I feel stupid talking about this via a web journal. But it is the easiest way to let you all know what's been set afire in my head. Plus, it lets me live out my little uncaring, laughing, joking delusion with the rest of you, and keep my problems to myself. I'll not forgive myself for this, and this is by nothing more than choice of my own.