Twelve hundred days
School has been back in session for the last week. This current semester, my last before entering the Academy, seems to be my most challenging yet. With that has come a confidence, though, so hopefully I won't fuck it up.
The relationship has not been going well lately. After three years you would think there wouldn't be a trust problem, but to this point it still exists. There's a fine line between being patient and willing to earn trust, and that line has been crossed. It has been 1153 days since Beth and I began dating officially, not counting the time we spent talking before that.
If I can't be trusted by now then I am giving up trying. Any problem like this should have been addressed in the first twelve hundred days. It's going on midnight and I am in a mellow mood. Too late for loud music and the sattellite controls are next door in the parents room; they're sleeping at this juncture.
Goodnight, and good luck.
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