| Current mood: | contemplative |
| Current music: | Evanescence - My Immortal |
Oh my gods... I can't believe I did that.
I had a really hentai dream last night... and when Hijiri woke up this morning... he found my hand where it does NOT belong. *blush* He said that he didn't mind... and even liked it... well... anyways, we were late for work today. Not that we did anything! I swear! We cuddled and kissed and a little bit more, but we didn't even get clothes off. I'm glad too. I'm waiting until we're ready... I want him to be my first. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
I'm going to ask Tatsumi for a few days off, just like I have every year at the same time, so I can go down to Osaka. I do this every year but I've only told Hijiri so far why. It's so I can go and see my mother. It'll be the anniversy of her death. I asked Hijiri to come with me. Everytime I've gone before, even when I was living, I went alone. I think it might do some good to take someone along this time.
Hijiri reminds me so much of my mother. He's soft and beautiful and hardworking... and NO!! I do not have a Odepius Complex. I loved my mother very much, but I love Hijiri in a VERY different way.
*sigh*
oh! He's making dinner! ^_^ <3 yay. I'm hungry. Then maybe we watch a movie and snuggle more. <3 <3
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