| Current mood: | distressed |
| Current music: | David Bowie - As the World Falls Down |
More than the Earth loves the Moon...
Hijiri... is being transferred.... to fucking Italy!
I can't believe it... I just can't... I refuse to...
He'll be with other music-powered shinigami... but I won't get to see him anymore... God knows that he'll never have the time or money to come visit... and neither will I. I told him that I would starve in order to raise the money to go and see him... I suppose I'm that desparate. He told me not to do that though... because he didn't want to worry even more about me...
I held him... it was the only thing I could do... I couldn't find words when they were needed the most... he eventually calmed down... and asked me if I still loved him... 'more than the earth loves the moon'... that was the only way I could describe it...
We kissed...
he told me that he loved me too... that he had finally realized it... and I held him some more...
He fell asleep in my arms. I took him to his bed and laid down with him... I couldn't bear to leave him like that... after a while, I fell asleep, staring at him without my glasses on...
And he's asleep now... poor thing...
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