| Current mood: |  contemplative |
| Current music: | Lifehouse - Take Me Away (acoustic) |
I Try To Make My Way To You... But Still I Feel So Lost..
Ick I need to buy a fan.
I woke up at 7am today because I had to use the facilities. I was waiting for my mom (she was bringing me food..hehe) and I fell back asleep. Woke up when she knocked on the door around 8:30. Ate, showered. Julie was still asleep when I got out. We both sat around flipping through the channels tell about noon then she wanted to go down to the 7/11 so we walked over there. Wasn't TOO hot yet. We were crossing the street "joking" bout the different times we've almost gotten hit by cars. I dun like Cedar near Fresno State. -_-. Wasted money, came home and watched a movie. Then I had nothing better to do than clean.. how sad is that!
I rearranged my ENTIRE closet. Took everything out, Threw stuff away, organized it, put it back in.
SEE
I talked to Michael. I "jokingly" told him that the reason I gave him my number was for him to USE IT. To which he apologized and said he's been really busy with finals and then apologized again :D But I don't know if he’s actually being honest about things or he's making up excuses. Either way he knows I noticed it and so it's up to him now. How busy can he be if he's staying out all night as his friends...
Last night I was talking to him online and out of no where he goes "omg!!!" "I gotta go" so I asked him what happened today. Turns out he spilt soda ALL OVER his friends keyboard. BUT instead of cleaning it up right away he sat there and typed that out to me, lmfao.
I haven't talked to (Chris)Topher since Wednesday. I saw him Thursday but didn't talk to him and I already know I won't be hearing from him this weekend because he has "company" as;dkjfadsljkfdslk
I dunno.. I dunno... I'm so confused over him. Er, yet its so clear.. BLEH.
LIFEHOUSE -SOMEWHERE IN BETWEEN
I can't be losing sleep
over this, no I can't
and now I cannot stop pacing
give me a few hours
I'll have this all sorted out
if my mind would just stop racing
cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
this cannot be happening
this is over my head
but underneath my feet
cause by tomorrow morning
I'll have this thing beat
and everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy
cause I'm waiting for tonight
and then waiting for tomorrow
and I'm somewhere in between
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
don't be surprised if I collapse
down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this
cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
this cannot be happening, yeah
cause I'm waiting for tonight
and then waiting for tomorrow
and I'm somewhere in between
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
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