Live, learn, age and forget
Another boring fucking friday night.
I have no wish to go anywhere butit sort of still sucks to be here, just me and Skun... guarding the house. Dont know whats wrong with me. No matter what I do or dont do I feel irritated and bored at the same time.
I got two canceled band rehearsals this week. And played one, with just me and the new drummer of my ancient band that ha never gone anywhere. He played the drumms, I sang and played the guitar which I have never done before in my life at the same time. And was urprised how good it went. I have not played the songs I have wrote after I have composed them and shown them to the band and I have trouble concentraiting to do things at the same time. But I remembered everyting and it had been six months since I played those songs with anyone. When we opened the Murder Junkies and I was so wasted I can hardly remember anything of it. After that our previous drummer started to have second thoughts about me and the cunt was too chickenshit to play with us anymore and cost us a lot of fucking time.
Tomorrow he plays in this town and I still want to break his wrists but whats the use. Everybody hates our band, even most people who have played in the band has hated us, and me. And the two other bands I have, well... I love the new one although its not me but we dont get to rehearse much becausce our drummer works all the time and the other one, well... we had to chancel shows becausce our guitar player went to the loony bin and didnt bother to tell us about it...
I love to make music but I hate making it with other people
(Read comments)
|
