Warriorprincess (warriorprincess) wrote, @ 2009-10-06 13:26:00

Acts 17:28 - For in Him we live and move and have our being.
And so there were comments here and there. Everyone has everything to say on any medium.

Frankly, I used to be very bothered by comments and I'll let it reside in me for a while. Maybe I found my identity was in people's comments/ thoughts? I could have anchored my confidence in their impression of me? Even if I was minding my own business. Even if the comments wasn't meant for anybody. People talk.

This is afterall my blog...So now. I just CBB. My focus is on my faith, family, friends and work. Okay, to be very honest, comments will still hurt. But I'll make it a point to not let them sink into me and dictate my being and mood.

Am currently working on an assignment about nature versus nurture. It's amazing how the brain works, especially a child's brain. Im surprised learning patterns are formed at such a tender age. Through this assignment, I am also amazed at how much God had lifted me through the years. If not for the grace of God, I shudder to think what I would have become now. The effects I've went through was more than physical hurt, it actually afffected my thought patterns as well.

God is really really very good. The way He heals is two-fold. More than just giving me the strength and love to forgive, God has also been changing my mindsets through circumstances and through His word.

When I read my past entries during my poly days/ when I stepped out to work, I cringe. There was so much angst in me. I think I was feeling lost. My temperament was like a pendulum gone wrong, my emotions were too intense because I was desperately wanted to know who I am.

I'm glad I took this module because it has also helped me to be more precise when it comes to praying for inner healing. There is a difference when I pray to the point. Think there is an over emphasis of human beings making correct choices to dictate who we are today. I came to realise that being in the right environment matters to a person, and especially to a child. There should be a healthy balance of choices and environment.

I'm glad the search for who I am has come to an end. I have God to thank. Because anywhere in Him is where I belong.

Acts 17:28 aptly puts it - For in Him we live and move and have our being.

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