|Current mood:||I refuse to cry, but gonna|
I want to be a close friend of yours, this is true. I want to help you
with your problems and I care about you but right now I'm not looking
for a relationship with you. I'm not really looking for a relationship
right now I'm just playing my cards and seeing where everything lands
with everyone. I've given up conscious thought and pursuit of goals
right now in light of just trusting my instincts and letting my faith
in certain things guide me to where I need to be whenever it is that
I need to be there.
Guess I should've seen that one comming...if yu can't tell that's from Fritz. It doesn't help that everytime he's online or I hear or read his name I get depressed, now this, I can't...I just can't - he's taken things too far for me just to be friends or something...no, now it's too late and Im just going to have to be quite around him and leave him to hiself. I'll leave him alone, right now that's the only thing I can do.