|Current mood:|| depressed|
Korine, if you read this - ill be calling you after I get home from hanging with Paul - which should be around 4 or so.
I want Fritz more than ever, and while Im not scared that he's going to cheat on me - got that whole thing strightened up. Im afraid because of my blow up pms bs he'll never want to be with me again, which i wouldn't blame him for. The other thing? I told him that I wanted him and if he wants me, he knows where I am. Basically said, I told him to contact me for once. Which with the way things are going, that was probably a big mistake and he'll proabaly never want to be with me again now....Great.
Joe, surprisingly Joe and I are becoming very good friends, he's nice and smart. He's waking up early tommarrow too - we're going to mayfair lol. How? BIKING!!! And mentioning that, my bike got me all oily! I had to fix it with my dad and all - and he spun the whell and added oil and got all over me!!!! ARG.
I hope everyone enjoys game today, i'd like to join, but yeah - until i hear from Fritz it's better that I don't. I don't want he thinks or what he knows. I kinda wish he'd read some of this cause im never gonna have the guts to tell him. Great, sam's procrastinating to the extrem. I never do that - there's a first time for everything right? If only it wasn't about Fritz!!!! My heart says give in, my brain says stick up for yourself a relationship is two people working together not one sided trying to get to him all the time. *sigh* But I want him so badly, it'd be so easy to give in. Im sure everyone is sick of hearing of him, especially Gen and Jon. They have heard the most. Sorry Guys, Im just....Fritz crazy.