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im fucking dying, but theres so much shit going on with ppl right now, i dont want to complain.
i came home from the show(also, i shouldve either gone to the party or stayed home and wrote a fucking paper over a book and a packet that i havent read and am totally boned for this essay)and turned on snl, only to find a skit that got no laughs...along with the the host of al sharpten...i could tell you that they wouldnt get any laughs. wtf, now theyre poking fun at johnny cash...fuck you saturday night live...you would be so fucking lucky to ever be half the entity that johnny ever was.
i almost cried tonight, right infront of friends. thank god i controlled myself, maybe later, bc i still feel it in there.
Just to hold you,
in my arms,
just one more time.
Just to feel your lips,
setting mine free,
and bringing them to life.
Just to feel your heartbeat,
right next to mine,
to the point that we share one heart,
and each beat lets us know,
that there is no life,
with only one half
of a broken heart.
I look into your eyes.
I drown in your blue gaze,
that stares right back into mine.
But that's all gone now.
My withered heart,
my empty gaze,
my dying lips
find themselves locked
onto you,
and him,
and my envy.
I wish i could get out of my head,
along with those words that you said.
The ones that made me cry,
and made me want to die.
I wouldve done anything just to see you smile,
but you havent lately, not for awhile.
I guess this is just teenage life,
but it'll end soon, with one thrust of a stainless steel knife.
up your nose with a rubber hose
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