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| Current music: | a radio with guts |
if i could treat you like shit, then you'd love me forever
i have so much to say, but i dont feel like saying it. i feel like i want to bottle things again, like, i dont want to make myself open and vulnerable for anyone anymore, but thats life, i do. im questioning everything, and nothing seems right anymore. i just want to be happy again, but those times are gone. school is monday, i have a lot of shit to get done before then. fuck me for being so fucking stupid and fucking everything up. thanksgiving was fucking stupid, i hate my goddamn family, like gavin and his little family was cool, but everyone else is fucking stupid and i just wish they would leave me the fuck alone.
today, was different. thats all i'll say, it was different. fuck this life.
im listening to the songs i cry my eyes out to,
and im lying all alone,
my heart is broke in fucking two.
and the bottles have been emptied,
and the ashtrays have been filled,
am i still a murderer if im the only one i kill.
IM ALL ALONE!!!
"im sick of all of this...like this whole life, and all of this shit."
up your nose with a rubber hose
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