squirrely wrath boy (waitingonsunday) wrote, @ 2003-12-06 03:42:00

unintentionally
maybe i can never say i'm sorry
enough to ease whatever this is i feel
i still havent decided if it's pain
or just a hollowed out wheel
to ride the pain around on

and i cant tell you every night
how much i long to be the one you hold
because you wouldnt even care
that i had gestured that bold
or that i'm even here

i just want the to retreat and
maybe hide in the corner right now
but dont suppose i can
cuz i cant even remember how
or why i came this far

and the green words i imagine
you must have for me now a days
because you dont unterstand
what i'm trying to say
as i open my mouth an fumble

sorry i am not as good a friend
as i should probably be
but if you knew what i was going through
you would know what i need
or even what i mean
when i say
i'm really not hurting you
it's you hurting me
and of course
you're doing it
unintentionally

but can i ever say i am sorry
enough to dull what it is
that has captured me in this lull

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