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oh katie came back
that gave me lots of mixed feelings
but mostly everything does that to me now-a-days
but we hung out a couple of times, it was fun
but i always feel like i'm trying to impress her by acting like a really complex person. like sheltered with a lot of different layers and dimensions. at the end of the day i'm always confused by how i acted or what i said. maybe it's some defense mechanism because i know she's leaving again soon.
i have lots of questions that need answering.
not even that, it's just that all my questions could be answered in one conversation.
but i dont think thats happening
anything else to talk about?