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Lately- Well, what can I say? It's been boring. I haven't done anything new or exciting. I was supposed to call my sister today and Dunia, but my grandmother was using the phone when I was ready to call, so I forgot. I tend to be forgetful. I should really do something this week. I need to get my ass out of this house. My grandma's sick and it's like... germ infestation for totally. It's all good. That means I'm probably not doing anything. I sooo want to see the Mandy Moore movie. It ticks me off that I can't see it. Oh, I also wanted to spend my bday money on something like cute shirts and stuff so when I actually do go out. Dunia's got summer night school though, so does Lely. So see? This sucks. I'm stuck at home talking to James now... joy ;X!
My Love Is Like Wo'- I've noticed a lot of these entries tend to deal with a lot of different guys. Wow, makes me seem great, hm? lol. Yeah, I'm still single. I've noticed that a lot of guys I talked about, something bad tends to happen so nothing actually... happens between us. It's like I have this jinx on me. So, like I said, I've decided to take it slow and see if I've found someone I really want to be with. I mean, lately I've been in dumb little funny relationships/scams. I think I want something real, but yet be able to live my life. I don't know... I think I'm scared love will change me lol. I mean, some relationships I thought were serious just seem to mean very little to me. I didn't know anything about them. I was a little girl. I guess now I've matured a bit more, ya know? There's this guy, though, and I think that what had seemed to be a little school girl love thing has turned into the real thing. I mean, I tried to avoid it, but it just builded up instead. I know I've got a lot to learn. I guess I just want someone who would understand me.
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