[ v. ] (vintagebelle) wrote, @ 2003-03-13 01:11:00

Current mood:

wistful

& can't it be?
I've never really tried to deny it before, have I?

I know he'll never feel the same way about me ever again. I wish he still liked me to the same extent he did when we were younger.

I read and watch as all my friends seemingly get lucky in love as they grow older. But I seem to fall back into reverse as we all age. I'm seventeen years old -- I want to be engaged in a relationship! I haven't been in one in ages.

But if I AM in one, I'd want it to be with him.

I want to know what its like to be consoled by him when I'm crying. I want to feel his lips on mine. I want to make out with him. I want him.

I want it to be real.

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