& can't it be?
I've never really tried to deny it before, have I?
I know he'll never feel the same way about me ever again. I wish he still liked me to the same extent he did when we were younger.
I read and watch as all my friends seemingly get lucky in love as they grow older. But I seem to fall back into reverse as we all age. I'm seventeen years old -- I want to be engaged in a relationship! I haven't been in one in ages.
But if I AM in one, I'd want it to be with him.
I want to know what its like to be consoled by him when I'm crying. I want to feel his lips on mine. I want to make out with him. I want him.
I want it to be real.