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i fell into your trance (veryxfickle) wrote,
@ 2003-08-25 21:00:00
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    Current mood: pissed off
    Current music:TBS-There's No "I" in Team

    maybe i should hate you for this
    im fat, ugly, and pissed off. dont fuck with me today.

    so here i am, alone, at night, doing nothing, once again. im listening to taking back sunday + glassjaw once again, but for some reason, thats just not enough to fill my night. i cant go on some crazy shooting spree, i cant go hang out with anybody cause nobody wants me to hang out with them, i can do something, i just have nobody to do anything with. i've been thinking alot about Mike (bless his soul) and im willing to take the blame for his death, partially that is. i didn't know he was going to kill himself that night, so physically i couldnt pull the gun out of his hand. but i could have stopped it. i knew mentally something was wrong. but something is always wrong these days. but yet, i just let him go on the way he was. i wish, and regret that i didnt stop him, because now its too late. poor amanda + megan. it happened near their birthdays. i just really regret that i didnt stop him because its too late.

    leaving you with some TBS

    *if im just bad news, than you're a liar*

    Cindie



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