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today was intimidating; i trudged around the crowded reception room with hc and ac friends and a few guys from rj, and we left soon afterwards. i also saw a few girls who, honestly, made me wonder how they even got accepted for the course in the first place. but i guess there's nothing special about me either, and they will probably end up kicking my ass. on my way out of the bukit timah campus, i got a call from a uk-based number, and i felt slightly sick telling the nice lady on the phone that i was turning down warwick university's offer.
is it too late to back out of law school entirely now? the future is terrifying. i kept falling asleep during my first court of appeal sit-in, and was thankfully stirred awake multiple times by a burly bailiff (i think?) as well as A CLIENT of the lawyers i was shadowing, before the other lawyers saw me/before i got kicked out by the appeal judges. it was highly embarrassing, and more importantly, it makes me wonder how i'm going to get through the next 5 years when i can't even stay awake, considering i've never ever fallen asleep during classes, unlike a lot of other people.
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