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I'm the God's entertainer
To brighten the subject, I must go through with something. For me it has been quite simple with gods. They all are, because we believe in them and now the belief is the key. You can believe whatever you want and it will be real, but just for you. Now you ask: Why cant I fly then. Why do I keep falling down from the roof. And I ask: Do you really believe you can do that. And I get the answer: Not really...
So anyway. The second part of this is that I believe in The Creator and that Hi's/She's/It's... perfect, and perfect is all and at the same time it is nothing. Get the picture? No? I didn't expect it either. But lets carry on. So we, humans, animal, etc. aren't perfect, we could not even dream from anything perfect, so Creator has a problem, how to show Him/Her/It...self to us? Well, this is fixed with gods. You've seen how many of them are there, haven't you? Well, I say they're all the same. They are just something by what Creator has managed to show His, in most of the religions, will to us. Not like He/She/It... can do it anymore, I mean how many of us believe any more?
And with those are dealed, we arrive in to the main subject. The God's entertainer. So, it comes from my belief, which sadly happens to be quite powerfull, but only to me as I said earlier. I believe, that my God is a funny-loving bearded fellow atop of cloud, quite easy to create for someone perfect, as you can see. And He likes to play jokes on me. But one thing He doesn't like, is to see me sad, deadly sad. That is truly one thing He doesn't like. It's not anyway entertaining, you see.
If you read the entry below, you can see that I was quite dead already. And yet again my God didn't like it and when I shouted for strength to control my life and someone who I could trust to keep me up when life hits me down. It's not as easy being me as it would seem to my friends at school. Well, the God answered with a way, that only my God could come up. Through horoscope, well, through two of them really.
I woke up this morn... day, at 13:50, near that time anyway, went to have brea... well, something to eat and I noticed Seura, a finnish magazine, on the table and there are always horoscope in it, this time two, a weekly- and a fullyear-horoscope. I don't believe in them much, but they are kinda entertaining. I read first the weekly, didn't know first that there were fullyear-one. Well, what do you know. It started immediately telling, how I will be in a big project and most of the time I will be leading it and etc. And then I read the fullyear. It told me that I would be full of energy and stuff for the whole first half of the year and the whole year would be so full of romance, that at summer both "nut-planet" Venus and the "screw-planet" Mars would be over the Gemini and you know what those two resemble and if you don't, then get out from Blurty, it's only for 18 and over.
And as you have read, my God has yet again had His jolly time with me and it's so ironic that I cant do anything else than laugh with Him.
Picked this music, just to honor my God and again if you have heard it or better yet seen the music-vid, you'll understand why...
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