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I tired of trying.. ...
Through burning eyes I stand alone on this cliff with the realization that this is how it is. I hate it so much to think that I have been cursed like this. To spend the rest of my eternity being stepped on by everyone and everything around me because I'm not good enough. To have to live out my life in constant failure knowing that it will never get any better.
I'm tired of coming to this dump. To hear my stomach growl for days on end and not be able to make it stop. I'm tired of working so hard to make pennies. I'm tired of scraping the bottom to get the crumbs. I'm tired of people taking advantage of me; using me, using my place, my things.
I am so tired of being like this. Being hated by everyone. Being told I don't care and so in return I am not cared for. I hear all these people complain to me about their love lifes, their families... at least they have someone there for them. It might be hard for them but at least they have someone. I don't have anyone. ... .. to come home to emptyness,.. to sleep with silence,.. to wake up with nothing,...
I just wish ... .. I just,... ..
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