| Current mood: |  lonely |
Lonely
I do not know what to say or where to begin. Every day I stand in this gravity chamber to try and beat an opponent that does not exist. My own mind would even have me believe that I am the enemy of thousands these days. It seems as if the world can not give me peace; it is in constant turmoil.
What am I to do with Miu. She came to me the other day and announced she was making a decision. I do not know why should would come to me with this information. Was it to rub it in my face that she has become happy and no longer needs me? I am sure that Xilac provides enough for her. She does not even see me these days unless she has something to say regarding him. It is so sickening but not uncommon. I see myself in this spot time and time again. Come close to someone only to have them disappear without a trace. Of course later on this becomes your fault and I have learned to accept such blame. I am blamed for everything so it seems so this should be no different.
I suppose my time with Miu is now over. I told her good bye the other day and I do not expect her to come back again. I know she would not put up with me nor would she wait for me. I do not blame her for leaving and I can not say that I hold it against her. Perhaps this is why I am with Anna. I know she will wait an eternity for me. Even if I was not with her I know she would.. I could go to the far ends of the universe and never return; fight battles and fail and Anna would still be here waiting.
This is why I care for her so. She actually puts up with me. Though a thousand men may seek her hand I know she would never give into them. Speaking of,.. I have become quite lonely again. I go to the island but Anna is not there when I am. It seems as if things are as they were with Bulma. Always waiting for each other but never crossing paths to actually see each other. I miss her though... there is not much more to say than that...
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