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Home
I decided to go home today. When I got there the house was empty. It smells like it's been empty for a few days, the air is stale. I opened up some windows and turned on some fans. I thought maybe Anna just went out shopping or something but the feel of the house isn't the same. Then when I went into the kitchen I saw her note.
I pulled up a seat at the table and just sat there. I have a good feeling that this time she isn't coming home. I'm afraid to open the note and read it for fear of what it's going to tell me. I know that she cares about me but I also understand that if she needs to move on to make it better for her then by all means she should. I'm not going to go after her. I don't really deserve her.
So now I'm just sitting here. I'm not sure what I should do. I haven't eaten in two days so my stomach is telling me I'm hungry but I don't really have any motivation to cook anything right now. I guess I'll just sit here for a little while longer and think about things,...
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