| Current mood: | barely conscious |
| Current music: | "Highway Patrol" -Junior Brown |
I pity the Übermensch. :)
I've found myself explaining things a lot lately. ...and by "things", I mean "everything"; my beliefs regarding everything, my feelings toward that same everything, and my dissatisfaction with both my beliefs on everything ...and ugh... everything.
I'm not usually one to share what's in my head. I'm typically more content rambling on about things that don't even matter much to me and only dropping hints about what I'd really like to discuss (with people I've not yet met). When conversation turns away from the palpable... or the past or present, I turn vague.
There are two people in the world who seem to have a knack for getting past the vagueness with which I'm prone to masking a lot of what I say. I think I would like for that number to increase... but that hasn't remedied any of my reluctances. :)
Listening to me was recently compared to falling into a well. :) There's light at the top, but it's hard to make it to the top and figure out what I'm actually saying. I keep things that way intentionally. I've even tried to keep aspects of myself in wells, unsuccessfully until recently.
... but if I ever shove any one of you into a well (and I likely will... and just did), feel free to request an elaboration...or a rope. I suspect one would find reaching the light at the top much easier using specific questions. Broad questions yield vague answers. :)
I will likely revise and privatize these words tomorrow. :)
... You'll all be happy to learn that I've fallen madly in love (with Jamie)!
"Madly in Love! (75-110 points)
Yup... you're definitely in love with Jamie. You would do anything for her, and just the sight of her makes you happy. Good luck in your relationship, just make sure Jamie feels the same for you, or she can very easily take advantage of you.... "
You better not take advantage of me, Lady!!!
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