|Current mood:|| confused|
Well, I was shot down by Jordana. Oh well, I know she's recovering from that ass Carter, but you know, a guy can try.
And to make matters worse she told me she liked me on the set of Fast & Furious. What a joke, it's like, you tell me you liked me then now? After filming? She said she didn't want to date and work together, which I understand, but it's still unsettling. To think I could have had a great girl like her over the last floozy I dated is hard to think about.
And if we had started dating then I could have stopped her from dating Nick. Oh well.
I guess if we're meant to be, we'll end up together, right?
Rachel asked if I wanted to go out for drinks later, I said I didn't know. Should it feel wrong that if I go with her, it's like I'm betraying Jordana? Jordana and I have nothing but friendship, but she knows I like her...so if I like her, should I go and have drinks with Rachel?
Wow, maybe I am getting soft. Maybe I should just go out to the other end of LA and fuck half of Manchester Ave. For those of you who aren't from LA, Manchester is basically hooker street.
I tried calling Mom to see what she thought - she wasn't home. Oh well. Any thoughts?