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| Current music: | Every Breath You Take - The Police |
Episode 13: A Moment of Thought..... A Time to Vent!
Hello my friends, hello! Heh Driving was fun again. Once again, I was driving great, but I still can not park good at all. Later on I just hung out, Listen to music, then I went out to drive my dad back to his new place. It's weird, I have no clue what's gonna happen to the living room, no one ever hangs out there. Shame, such a nice room, but honestly, nothing goes on there. I have a play station 2 in there... rarely gets used.... Television, never used. I have a computer in there too. Guess what? It's never used. I want toall that stuff to be used, but I have everything in my room, why go out there? I still think there has to be somehting to do with it... it is a Liivng Room! Heh well, enough about that, it is now time to vent!!! Yesterday, we didn't have another practice, because Linz got ill and didn't think she could make it. Lou and Matt got alittle frustrated, Lou more then anyone. To stop them from saying stuff about Linz, I told them I'd talk to her about it. So later on, I called her and I talked to her about it. I mentioned some thing Lou and such told me to say, and it hurt her. I told her that it was about the band and that it wasn't about us at all.. Most times I just mentioned what Lou and Matt told me. We decided to make the practices off limits to people outside the band, and to have them no matter what, as long as there's members able to get together. Everything was fine, until Lou decided to contradict everything he was complaining about, when he said he had to go to a local show instead of have practice, not one time this week, twice! All in all Linz got alittle pissed and even more so hurt about this. I wanted to go to the show, but I think we should have practice. Practice is more important. Anyway, that pissed me off, cuz in trying to get the band to be on the same page, ultimately I looked like an ass to Linz.... just to have one of the members who instigated it all pretty much do what he had me talk to her about, except worse. We still moved around to get in 2 practices, but it's the principle. Wow... kinda pisses me off.. Just alittle. I just hope Linz doesn't think I'm an actual jack ass. Hopefully she knows she means alot to me and I'd never mean to hurt her. Well sorry if it took awhile to vent my frustrations and thoughts... I didn't mean to offend anyone. Anyway, talk to you guys later. Ciao!
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