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Church
I dont really think that Matt or Laurie is keeping me at Simpsonwood. I dunno. But its probably the people there, in the youth group. definitely not all of them, but some. Such as you, andie, carrie, jill, etc. but yeah.
And when i thought about it the other day, I really did agree with pretty much everything you do about scripture, predestination, women in the church, etc. Its hard to accept it and actually believe that god has chosen an "elite" people for heaven, but its hard to not believe it I guess. at least for me. I hate the idea of it, and that we have no control over our own destiny. Where in the bible again did it talk about predestination again? thanx. yeah. I just want to read the actual scripture, which i dont think I have ever done and actually paid attention or listened. I havent wnated to believe it, because it seems so odd that our God, who is in all ways perfect, would do such a thing.
I love the way that simpsonwood is sometimes, in the whole feel good beliefs, but now that i think about it, i dont agree with it completely. I dunno...its really confusing me right now. Way too complicated. And I do want to go to perimiter with you, but I dont think that I could ever completly leave Simpsonwood. Plus, I tink it would be kind of cool to stay there, and see what perimiter has to say, compared to simpsonwood, etc. Plus I have pretty much grown up at Simpsonwood. Its really hard for me to leave. I know there are mission opportunities at Perimieter, but I still Love simpsonwood in that senses. I still want to continue going to Tampa, and hopefully honduras. I dunno. I still want to be able to participate at simpsonwood, but start going more to Perimiter, too. I will think it over a lot more, most likely. We shall talk about it soon or something.
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