| Current mood: |  nostalgic |
| Current music: | I dont care-Apocolyptica |
Confusion
Dear love,
I have a confession to makes. Our friendship has left me battered, it has left me hurt and bleeding, its torn me apart to call you love and yet I still do. The truth is I dont trust you, at all. Everytime Im with you I expect to get hurt and lied too and its not right. I dont know how to let you go but Im close to a solution. Come September, come college Im leaving your life for awhile. Im changing my number and deleting yours, Im blocking you off of any website that gives me contact, our friends are going to make sure I can run from you and hide at all costs. They will tell me when you're somewhere and I will stay away. This may make you feel betrayed by everyone close to us and feel like Im leaving but its time I cared about me for once and not you. I need to know if youll change for the better or stay the same with out me, its the only way love and itll have too do. Dont avoid me or live your life any way other then you would, just act like I was never in it, forget me like Ill need to forget you. Maybe in time Ill return and well see how time has worked for us, but until then well have to see. Dear heart, youll never understand how you hurt me and Im tired of your excuses, its time I moved on.
Missing you already,
Lover burned and bleeding
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