How can I stop loving you? You're just this boy that broke down all my walls, made me feel like it was okay to love you, made me feel like maybe I wasn't crazy... and then took it all away just as fast. I know you think I'm naive, you've always thought that. You always treated me like something fragile that needed to be protected... but where are you now? Seriously Ron, where are you now? I feel like this gap between us is so huge, I could never find my way back... but I don't want to give up. I promised you I'd never give up on you. How much longer is it going to take... how much more do I have to fight to prove to you that I'm that girl for you. I know I am. I want to be the one who's standing next to you when all your dreams come true. I believe in you. I've always believed in you. I want you to believe in me too.
All these sad songs always have meaning... because of you. I don't want to give up, but I'm also scared to keep fighting.
I love you.