|Current mood:|| calm|
Im proud of us. Im glad that we have gotten to the point that our skin doesnt crawl at the comments he leaves other girls, or when hes out doing god knows what with god knows who, our stomach doesnt drop. This is a new developement for us, but Im thankful we are finally seeing the light. I guess instead of the usual "My resolution is to get a beach body by June" should have been replaced with "I will get over him" because thats the only thing that has held true since January 1st. Even the slip ups when we replied to his "I want to start over" texts, you still held true to yourself, and although what you really wanted was to never talk to him again... atleast you didnt fall for his annoying lies, because those are like poison... and we can just never seem to get enough.
I know that we thought that it'd be a piece of cake this time around... its not like the first time you've ever broken up with him... but im happy that we are evolving into a much stronger woman. Our heart is finally listening to our brain... and our mind has known it all along.. he is just not the one for us.
he can say hes changed, that he loves us more than life itself, that hed do anything to fix what has happened... but words are useless... he never backs them up anyways and tonight was the perfect example. "I dont even talk to her anymore, she is nothing to me, you are all that i want, i want to be with you" blah blah blah... and what is he doing now that you assured him it was over? leaving her god damn comments on facebook.
pleaseeeeeeeeeee hold true to yourself. you will get there someday, even if it takes a year or two. keep holding strong self, because i need you to. We have already been showing so much progress and even though we break down and check his updates, one day it'll be all over for good.