dear boyfriend,
I am sorry to say that I once again have fallen back into the patterns of old relationships. I don't know what's wrong with me. Everything was so amazing right before I left and when I got back. I couldn't possibly think that I would sink so low again. We were so ridiculously happy. The minute you didn't seem quite so interested, probably because you were bogged down with school and work, I betrayed you. I don't know how I could do it. I sought comfort in a friend and that lead to many inappropriate nights with that friend. And then when ridiculously drunk I kissed another person. It's all so ridiculous and I have fought with myself time and again to tell you the truth but I love you so much and I really don't want to hurt you and confirm your mistrust in women. I've gone so long lying about it then sometimes I even forget it happened. I'm so sorry. I swear nothing will happen again. I know now how important you are and I have stopped talking to the friend who I once sought comfort in. I'm so sorry. I'll do whatever I can to make it up.
Sincerely, Your unfaithful girlfriend :-(
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