ive deleted my buddy list. im sorry. no scratch that im not. if you want to talk to me go ahead. i'd love the conversation. but i dont want to be chasing after people. not anymore. for once i'd like to see who i.m's me. i'd like to see who cares enough to start a conversation with me. do any of u understand what it's like to inicciate every conversation. every time i hang out with some one its because i set it up. wether its mike, jim, nance,eileen, adriana, becky, dan, colin s.,colin w.,mike b., frank, aaron, saim, or any one else. think im wrong? think im overreacting? think hard. when was the last time U called me. when was the last time U IM'd me first. ya see all of you have the same expression. if you have to think really hard its too long. you're all thinking wow that was a while ago or worse yet u can't remember. so please IM me. make me feel wanted. cause so far you've pretty much not.
please prove me wrong.