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I feel so completely estranged from my friends sometimes. It's a really crappy feeling. People I thought I would always always be right by my side, I hardly even feel i know anymore.
Prehaps it's just when my moods differ from theirs, it's when i feel so left out. Like I'm left out of some great high feeling that everyone else is on.
I do it to myself though. I am in a seperate world with him. One that I feel like no one else likes. A world that I love more then anything.
I'm just not there sometimes. I feel like my levels and everyone elses are completely changing. I'm off, everything is off. Just by a little bit. But enough to make everything feel unbalanced.
I'd love to explain all and everything, but it's an online journal...that everyone reads (or so it feels like). I feel like I can't say anything anymore.
I dunno, it was just a shitty way to end a good night I guess.
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In other news.
I'm completely fed up
With school
More to come after this brief pause for sleep.
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