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Lily (undermyskin) wrote,
@ 2003-09-05 22:59:00
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    Current music:Bach/Yo Yo Ma-Cello Suites CD

    I feel so completely estranged from my friends sometimes. It's a really crappy feeling. People I thought I would always always be right by my side, I hardly even feel i know anymore.

    Prehaps it's just when my moods differ from theirs, it's when i feel so left out. Like I'm left out of some great high feeling that everyone else is on.

    I do it to myself though. I am in a seperate world with him. One that I feel like no one else likes. A world that I love more then anything.

    I'm just not there sometimes. I feel like my levels and everyone elses are completely changing. I'm off, everything is off. Just by a little bit. But enough to make everything feel unbalanced.

    I'd love to explain all and everything, but it's an online journal...that everyone reads (or so it feels like). I feel like I can't say anything anymore.


    I dunno, it was just a shitty way to end a good night I guess.
    ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

    In other news.

    I'm completely fed up

    With school

    More to come after this brief pause for sleep.



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