I feel so sad today and the reason behind it is probably pathetic to most people.
I miss Rob so much and I just wish I could hug him right now. I always dream about him and wake-up feeling miserable. He doesn't exactly live next door to me you see. Sometimes I feel that he doesn't miss me as much as I miss him. I also feel that I maybe love him more than he loves me. I really can't tell for sure.
Are relationships more bother than they are worth? I don't think THIS one is at the moment but I'm afraid it will turn out that way. He will probably get bored with me and the travel. The distance will get to him and he'll think "Is this really worth it?". I just know that this will happen someday. I'm dreading it.