Kaitlin (undeadsiren) wrote, @ 2011-06-22 13:47:00

I'm so sad.
I feel like nothing feels right anymore. Kevin's upset, I'm upset. I was in such good spirts until he started to get depressed. Now I'm not sure about anything anymore. He was so excited about our life together. Now everytime we talk its "it's like we're attached at the hip" and "I'm chained to you"

He sure knows how to make a girl feel special. Sorry If I'm in your way. I am around him because I want to be, not because I have to be. Now he feels like he has to be, I suppose he doesn't want to...

That, and he won't stop harping on me about getting friends! Like it's that easy! Presto! I have friends now! They want to hang out with me all the time so I'm not in your way! Sorry I don't have a car yet! Sorry I'm in your way all the time! It's just got me so upset. "You know you really need your own friends, it's healthy" It's like he never wants me around anymore. Maybe he fell out of love with me... who knows. I love him so much, and now he never wants me around.

Well guess what?! I'm gonna make it so I'm never around. Then we'll see how he feels. I'm just gonna leave tonight after he picks me up. I'm gonna walk to the mall or jo-ann fabrics or something. Just leave him. And I'm gonna do it everyday. Not even ask what he wants to do. I'll do everything on my own. I don't give a crap what he wants to do. I'm just gonna be gone all the f*cking time now...

I don't care what I'm doing, as long as I don't have to listen to him complain about me anymore. WHATEVER!

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