| Current mood: |  frustrated |
| Current music: | LeAnn Rimes |
Realization
Okay, I figured out what's wrong with me. (stop snickering)
I have to stop idolizing the guys I like, because then they become unapproachable and therefore beyond human in my mind. Hence what has happened with me liking Alex. I can't ever be his friend. Hell, I can't even have a normal conversation with him. But I can idolize him. Doing that shit SUCKS! Stupid Allison. *slaps across face*
I did that last year, but the guy I liked was the biggest asshole yet. And he proved not to be idolization-worthy. In fact, I hate him now. It took me over a year to figure that out. Stupid Allison. *slaps across face*
Right now I'm listening to LeAnn Rimes, because I figure that if I can sing like her, I might have an ounce of talent. Not working. I suck. I can't sing. What the hell am I doing? Who am I fooling, I have absolutely no talent. WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING IN VOCAL CLASS AMONG THE MOST TALENTED PEOPLE IN MY SCHOOL?????!!!!
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