|Current mood:|| lonely|
|Current music:||vindicated- dashboard|
i miss u so much
this week has been reli sucky :(.. i got to hang out with some of the 'crew' on thurs. it was fun i miss bein able to hang out with them all the time, but ppl have other priorities now. besides that day ive been home everyday waitin for ajs call :( but its been 6 whole days without seein him n 5 without talkin to him :( n it sucks. im so empty without him. i dont even kno if hes ok :-\. i put a pic of him next to my bed so its kind of like hes here *cough lame cough* but oh well.
on friday i finally got my COW!!!..cow= consueler of the week. yay im happy. the divison leader for our group age was like n the consueler of the week is.... gillian n handed it to this other jc in my group erica. n then she was like whoops ur not gillian. HAH sucks for u :) yay happiness. my head consueler lori, is the shit, n she always tells me i do everythin n the other two girls just sit n do nothin, yay.
more good news, on friday daddy came home from work. went out. n brought home our new car :) gilli has a car! hah scary. its not that hot, but compared to the other 2 cars i could choose from it was the best, 2004 cavalier ls, in a sexy blue. i like it :).
3 more days of unhappiness, still too long. i hate *you* :) bitch ass mo'fo. i cant wait to c my speshial one hopefully on fri. wen he comes bak, or ill settle for sat. just as long as i can hear his voice again n not his voice mail. :) n im spent. bye