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.make this last forever. (un_noticed) wrote,
@ 2004-07-07 19:01:00
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    Current mood: crushed
    Current music:the boy who blocked his own shot- brandnew

    i will miss u wen ur gone
    ive been goin back to my usual ways recently, again.i hate myself more n more each day. n then today just made everythin worse.idk y but it hurts so much wen he doesnt believe me wen i say i love u. how could i not? now i wont be seein him or speakin to him for 9days n i dont kno how ill be able to keep a smile. i was fallin apart wen he was gone for just 3days. i wanted to c him so bad today, but i dont kno wat happened but im so miserable rite now. i just want to hide under my covers alone in my room for the next 8days b.c i kno everythin will remind me of him n ill just break down. n it just makes it worse that i most likely wont be able to even talk to him on the phone. i hate bein apart from the one person in the world that i wanna be with. n wats even worse is that he doesnt believe me n doesnt think i care wen im dyin inside rite now n hes not even gone. goodbye

    i see ur picture, i smell ur skin on the empty pillow next to mine
    u have only been gone 10 days, but alredi i am wastin away
    i kno ill see u again
    whether far or soon
    but i need u to kno, that i care
    n i miss u

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