just one of those days.....
I slept most the day yesterday. The lack of sleep finally caught up to me. It was bound to happen! Pffft!
This is going to sound even nuttier then my usual rambling but sometimes I wish instead of being depressed I could be Bi-Polar... Yes bi-polar. Why you might ask? Well I suffer from severe major depression, combined with panic attacks and anxiety. For once I'd like to have the energy of a bi-polar in the manic phase. Instead of always feeling so tired and energiless, Id love to run through my house like a kid hopped up on mountain dew! I want to jump on the beds and furniture and blame it on the mania! I want to smack the shit out of the many people who strive to keep me in the dumps. I want to sing loudly and obnoxiously... and once again blame this on my mania! Wow, the good and the bad things I might be able to accomplish given one good phase of mania. I could clean my whole house top to bottom without having to physically drag my ass behind me for a change.
While Im typing about dumb stuff let me go on record as saying I want an ass transplant! No no, nothing in my asshole itself. I want a bigger rounder ass! I have a tiny one but plenty boobs, so I want more booty !!
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